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My gawd..

2006-09-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

Over the years.. I kind of forgot about that I had this blog site..

I'm 17 now, in my second attempt of 4th class in school, that's equal to the 11th grade..
I think i've changed a lot in these few years.. I now have my special someone.. for almost 18 months already and I couldn't be happier with him..

For now.. i'm going to stop writing..
Until later..

~Jaxie.

Rawr.

2005-09-02T16:31:00.000-07:00

I'm back in the blogging action, althought i doubt anyone will read this.
It's still vacation, but not for very long, also i have to be going on a survival trip in 2 weeks, with school, im slightly nervous for it.
It'd be ok if i get in a group with my friends, that would be cool, i just hope i dont get sick or hurt or anything unconfortable.
Seeing its 1.33 am friday night, i think i'll go to bed, i sorted out pictures and put them in albums till.. well, very late.
G'night ~Jaxie.

w/e

2004-11-18T03:17:00.000-08:00

im in school, finished my projects and just going on the computer for the rest of the day.. i dunno what to do.. heh

10 sept.

2004-11-06T07:33:00.000-08:00

Crap... i forgot my pen... but i have like 7 pencils with me :pi got my mic hooked up now ^_^ still havent tested it on msn though.. i know it works on aim :)im in chemestry class... we have to test juices with different colors... lol i would never taste that.. too gross looking :pugh.. more questions to answer.. fun.. *rolls eyes*i blogged the first day i wrote yesterday, i wonder if anyone read it..hey jim, expect me to read your jounral, lol.
French class now, second period, 6 periods in total if you dont count lunchbreak...Im seriously gonna fall asleep if she keeps talking like this..jim! how can i stay awake?! you know howeyes getting heavy.. i hate french class..lets see.. i have english, chemestry, french, history, math and music class...Oh crap.. i should have studied a play -_-' i forgotI'll just hope that the teacher wont find out when i try to play on the piano..ok.. well.. whateveri really hate french.. it just sucks*bell rings* ok bubye
ok.. in history class now.. we talked about stuff like september 11th for like, 20 minutes so 30 minutes left of this class..i cant believe its been 3 years already since what happened to the twin towers..this world sucks when you think about it..
i feel kind of hugnry and tired..heh.. its friday.. i didnt even realize..
i want to stay up all night for a change..talking to my friends...tom.. kat..mike, john, robert, jim.. *sighs* just.. everyone..
next class is english.. what i hear in this one : blah blah blah something about company's blah blah blahyou see how much i love history john? lol
i really feel like just writing non-stop.. better then listening to the teacher.. hmm... 10 minutes left
ok, i didnt write anything in english class.. now im in math class..^_^ im almost done with my homework in class cause i've done it all before.. im really happy, im not sure why..i logged on aim express for a few minuteshmm.. ok.. well i quit now, class is over and im going home ^_^

9 September 2004

2004-10-03T14:31:00.000-07:00

Another day, another paper :p
ooh, and i got my hand clean ^_^
*smiles* im really happy
i met a new friend on gaia.
hmm... well ok
im in math class now, its was easyness cause i had thesame last years *nods*
Although i didnt do my homework right away, at least thats what my parents thought, so my dad made me turn off the comp
sorry rob and jim -_-'

Although im still rubbing me eyes and yawning... im gonna try to finish my homework in class *nods*
*yawns again* just 8 questions to go..
i was a good girl yesterday :p
lol
and kat, we really have to make that thing happen someday ^^
ugh.. i have to make... uhm.. what are they called.. charts? grafics?
in dutch its tabellen, but whatever.

dude.. this one question is so long, almost done though
class is almost over, im hoping some class will be cancelled so i can log on the computer ^^
ok.. well.. im gonna quit now, at least for this class.

lol, geography class...
everyone calls the teacher DJ, his name is J. Van Dijk :p
the whole class is so getting on his nerves XD
seriously.. geography bites *nods*
hmm.. we have to draw india and its city's, rivers mountains and countries around it... withought looking at a map!
how am i subposed to know what it looks like...
i saw a friend that i didnt see yesterday on the way to class ^^

ok.. this stuff pisses me off..
the guy's behind me are discriminating black people...
ok ok.. mood swings (almost) :p
dude... he drew india like a freaking.. uhm.. you know what.. i'll shut up :p

*big fat yawn* sooo boring..
im so not gonna work..
at least not for this class
hmm.. i wanna sleep and jim, you should too *nods*
*yawns* im.. uhm.. just gonna lay my head on my arms for a sec.. ok.. still tired..
german class after this one
then lunch break, religion and economic studies... im looking forward to lunch break and religion, i can snooze there, im never really asleep, hmm.. ok ok bell can ting now... comon... RING! *quits*

hmm.. reading the clock in german.. easy stuff.. cause i had it last year too..
so its german class now..
i dont know what to write anymore.. hey john did you e-mail me yet? cause i didnt see.. sorry if you did and i didnt see, i'll send one back ASAP. *nods*
joooooohhhniii boi...
can you notice im bored? :p
heh.. their poking eachother..
i wanna get out of this freaking class...

stupid mean blöd in german :p lol
*giggles*
i keep getting balls of eraser rolled to me and i have to throw em back :p

aww crap.. lunch break now..
not eating, listening to music and hating german more then ever, im being put in front of the class so i'll work better.. i hate it
my friend isnt here again either
hmm.. i really have to put a different cd in my discman... every incubus gets boring.. yeah..
*sighs* im bummed out about german.. oh well..
i wonder what john mailed me..
if he did at least.. well im gonna quit now so i'll have some more room on the paper

ok.. i dont know if you noticed, but im writing one paper full every day and making one or more drawings on my hand or arm ^^
ooh, and im gonna install my mic today, if it will work at least.
and im trying to write really small so i can write a lot more.
hmm... i want new shoes, like these really high boots
yay im ranting a lot, im half listening to my religion teacher, she's talking about a moroccan spa with only women who walk around naked :p lol
hmm.. im not really sure what to write anymore, im stumped..
O.O my discman wont stop, not even when i opened it, pressed stop like 50 times :gonk:
oh.. oh.. bateries.. get em out.. yesh thats it
aww crap, i cant do that either, it will make too much noise and the teacher will find out that i was listening to music when i wasnt subposed to -_-'
aww man this sucks.. whatever im just gonna get em out..
i dont care..
phew.. i just had to touch the bateries and it stoppes.. luckily :p
well.. i quit for this class

ok.. now to think of a new creation for my hand or arm.. uhm...
ooh i know something ^^
ok, all done ^_^
i dunno if i should go on with writing in this incredibly boring class of economic studies...
my teacher looks like a geek :p
with the little round glasses and shirt tucked in his pant. lol
hmm.. well.. i think i'll quit now.. i got to go home soon.. i hope
*growls at the bell* ring already! ok.. so maybe i'll write on.. but i dont have much paper left.. 2 lines, will that work? dunno, but whatever.
so.. uh.. well...
im gonna quit, as jimmy would say : Peace!

school day 3

2004-09-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

8 sept

German class... the first of 4 classes today
im off at 12.45 pm today... i hope John mailed me.. and that the connection is back (it went went out just before i went to school)
im gonna blog these things, im gonna write one every day, whenever i have time.
i already wrote two.. wich i think i will have blogged by now...

heh... i hate this language...
my friend (caroline) is on a survival trip.. she didnt want to go...
but the school makes everyone go unless theyre sick or something..
thats so stupid... i hate it..
i hate a lot these days.. i dont know why..
aww man.. im getting a pop quiz og german next week -_-' v.v
i have to answer questions now... i dont want to..
john.. you say you like school at times.. i only like lunch breaks.. when i can see my friends..
ok.. well.. i think im gonna quit now and continue in next class... wait.. what is my next class?!!
O.O *ponders*

ok.. im not gonna quit...
im bored out of my skull..
im not sure what to write either..
*fiddles with her pen trying to think of something to write*
eto.. i cant get the drawing off of my hand -_-'
oh well.. *bored sigh*

so.. im in english class right now..
its too easy.. well.. at least for me..
i have lunch break after this class.. im staying far away from the vending machine -_-'
i can get soup though.. but i dont want to eat anything.. you get that right john?

*big yawn* hmm.. i think i want g-mail, i'll use it if tom and you send me mails ^_^
i'll send back ofcourse though.

ugh.. this english is so weird.. their teaching the kids snotty english.
XD!! *sentence i had to learn*
I can really recommend this novel, its cool
omg! they think we like this or something?! *laughs histerically, mumbling - its cool*

gah.. i cant stop yawning :O

ok.. now im writing in lunch break... both my friends arent here.. *sighs*
it sucks.. i know one of my friends is on a survival... but im wondering where my other friend is..
hmm.. im listening to incubus on my discman now...

ugh..just great.. freshmen..
their acting like such little kids..

heh.. i have no idea what my next class is.. and there are no kids from my class around.. so i cant ask either.. i'll just have to find out somehow..
wow.. freaky.. it just got really dark..
ok.. i think im gonna go soon...
or i'll be late for class.. bye

ok, im in art class now, im drawing a freaking windmill for a post card drawing
i cant write much now though..
cause i gotta draw (teacher's so funny XD) i'll write on in physics class, or uhm.. maybe not.
why the *cencored* did i draw a wooden shoe?! oops.. gotta stop now

omg! XD a guy drew a bad palm tree... reaction of my teacher : what is that? a bunch of dicks on a stick with two "coconuts" under it. XD XD
ok.. gotta stop now before i laugh my brians out :p

day 2 at boringville school :p

2004-09-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

September 7th

Yo, im in math class right now... teacher's making us do question 1 to 10... thats allot..
hmm... this class is weird.. people are going to other classes.. im gonna stop writing here and continue in dutch class.

ok.. my teacher really has to check her skirt... everyone can see her panties.. XD
yay, next up is art class ^^
My art teacher is hilarious :p and christian too *nudges john* lol

im in french class now.. after this i only have physics left...
Je ne parler pas francais... -_-'
gah.. i forgot everything i've learned..

geez, jimmy got his ear pierced.. i wanna know where and i wanna see ^^

roflmao XD physics class, last one for today
this teacher is so weird, he's like : ok read this and answer the questions, this girl asks if its ok that she uses a notebook, he was ok with it... she said she left it at home, he said : yeah thats ok that you use it... :p

im off early today ^^ this is the last class

seriously.. this teacher is so weird its funny... XD

school day 3 but i call it day 1 :p

2004-09-09T13:19:00.000-07:00

6th of september.

Rawr... im so bored.. everyone's talking about things they did with chemestry last year..
i did thesame thing im gonna do this year..
i cant remember anything from last year.
i had a crappy night too.. i was up most of the night trying to kill musquito's that were keeping me awake..

I've been wondering where Calvin is.. i pm'd him on gaia.. but he hasnt sent me anything back..
I miss talking to him.

Robert hasnt been on all weekend either..

I made 2 new friends on gaia though

ooh... bright light *stares at it*
thats the part i like about chemestry
lol, my eyes are scarred :p
i was sitting really close to the light

i know im uber-ranting...

i hope you got some gifts anyway johnni boi ^_^

im in dutch class at the moment.. i dont wanna answer questions.. :gonk:

geez.. how much pink can there be in one class.. -_-'
*growls* im getting a locker today.. better be a good one..

hmm.. maybe i'll put this on my blog, i could do this every day! =)
at least it gives me something to do while i pretend to be working :p
the teacher checked up on everyone, i had one question done :p
not that i really care.. i;ll just do these questions at home..

O.O someone just fell off his chair *stares*
that idiot...

great.. she just chooses me to answer the question.. luckily im good at guessing :p

ugh.. last 2 subjects..
history and german... yay *rolls eyes*

>.<>
evil...

oh even better.. next class is in thesame room..
auwie my butt v.v -_-'

no! i might not get my locker today *cries*
i hate this school system!!!

these people confuse me..
im so not up to school..

what?! living sandwiches?! O.O
i need to pay more attention.. i think :/

uh... german emporer? something with elections?
geez im getting a headache... all those leaders... are such power hungry a**holes
O.O they had to bring a suitcase of money just to pay for the groxery's?!

im in a class where msn is new to them -_-'
and no internet?!!
oh great.. giggle persons...
they find it amusing to make pen stripes on other peoples arms.
*hopes for the bell* comon.. comon..
*growls* comon stupid bell!!
(then the ball rang :p)

that was.. monday

2004-09-09T11:24:00.000-07:00
ok.. so im gonna post what i wrote in school.. yeah..
i'll start typing today

John ^_^

2004-09-05T06:57:00.000-07:00
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JOHN!!

i have to admit.. last time i kinda forgot that thursday was your party and not your real birthday.. *shrugs*
will you forgive me? pwease? *begs*

im wondering what i can give or make you.. hmm.. *thinks*

i hope you get allot of presents ^^

2004-09-04T02:16:00.000-07:00

Johnni boi

2004-09-02T22:16:00.000-07:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (edit) PARTY (end of edit) JOHNNI BOI!!
wow.. 16 already ^_^

yo... part 2

2004-09-01T21:58:00.000-07:00
now.. for the second thing..

i decided to take a walk yesterday afternoon just cause i felt like it..
i was staring at the asfalt while walking...
suddenly i see this red drop..
and more further on
there was a blood trail on the asfalt..

i followed it.. but it got a dead end in the grass..
im going to try and find it again today..
but whatever..

when i walked back.. there was an ambulance and two police cars...
i wonder what happend..

yo..

2004-09-01T11:38:00.000-07:00
hmm.. well.. first i had to go to school to pick up my scedual.. it sucks.. and i have p.e. two days in a row -_-'
and none of my friends are in thesame class as me..

second thing i'll get to tomorrow.. have to got to bed now

51?!!

2004-08-29T07:36:00.000-07:00
geez.. 51 alread?! i must have done allot that i cant remember now..lol

2004-08-29T03:11:00.000-07:00
hey guys.. im sorry i was so weird all of a sudden.. i think you know what i mean..

yay for all of you getting a shirt ^^

Nike sneakers?!

2004-08-29T02:59:00.000-07:00
*ring ring*

*picks up the phone* mom...
*thinking in my head* WRONG PERSON!!

*ring ring* evil collect calling..

*talking to mike and tom on the phone for an hour*
fear factor gets grosser every time -_-'
*wants my own tv*
i didnt wanna talk dutch to you guys.. but i had no problem yelling at purly in dutch :p

ok.. uhm.. what else did we talk about..
ooh yeah.. *chokeslams you both* and no castrating! O.O
*laughs*

*will post more if she can remember more*
oh.. and the title is completely random :p

2004-08-26T12:27:00.000-07:00
im never doing that again...

again..

2004-08-26T09:50:00.000-07:00
again i didnt sleep well...
when i just layd down... i heard my parents fighting... about my brother's piercing..
i knew my dad didnt like it... that kept me up for about an hour.. so i slept around 2 am
i woke up again at 4 am, from a huge thunder strike
it really scared me cause ive never seen thunder so hard and close..
well.. that kept me up for another hour and a half..
then i finally went to sleep.. and i had a nightmare about the thunderstorm..

and now its 9.30 am..

.

2004-08-25T08:26:00.000-07:00
i didnt sleep very well...
and im guessing more people didnt sleep well..

i think im falling back into thesame pattern as before i knew all of you...
its ok though...

Quizilla.. once again

2004-08-25T04:01:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-25T01:29:00.001-07:00
im glad i met you...
John, Tom, Kat, Gwen, Mike, Karinna, Chris, Jacob....

my life was just an empty shell of watching tv, sitting behind my computer and going to school before i met you..
thank you... all of you

good things... and bad

2004-08-24T06:42:00.000-07:00
i guess i'll start with the bad thing...

my dad's sick.. and he went to work anyway.. thats a 90 minit drive..
when he got there.. he felt lightheaded.. and drove home..
he could have passed out behind the wheel or something...
i hate thinking that could happen...

but ok.. for the good thing

the clothes my mom ordered are finally coming tomorrow ^_^

Get out of my head..

2004-08-19T10:37:00.000-07:00
no-one's online.. gwen was on for a couple of minits..
dont know what tom, kat and john are doing..
and mike's in school... or something... with me and mike... is over.. dont ask how why or anything.. i'll get pissed..

the name is random..

im just ranting again...
guess my last name :

a) Peters
b) Peterson
c) Petersen
d) Petorsen

(and yes i know wright is spelled wrong :p)

im gonna quit now.. before i go mad..

..

2004-08-19T07:06:00.000-07:00
my good mood just plumeted to the ground...
i hate crying..

uhm...

2004-08-19T02:21:00.000-07:00
i guess i shall blog again..

you know.. your blog's are really long, it takes me a long time to read all of them, i read john's, gwen's and tom's blog now, i still have to read kat's blog..
its soo long :p
i wish i knew what to blog about.. my life isnt all that interesting..
ooh.. that reminds me.. i still have to draw a picture for mike.. (i still disagree with him about that my drawings are good.. cause.. well.. theyre not)

i was thinking.. and im just gonna rant...
kat = katherine, john = jonathan..
maybe tom is thomas :p
and gwen gwendolyn
lol..

ooh.. and johnny boi, here.. cause your so obsessed with it :p (best song in the world.. lol)

hmm.. does anyone know the song beautifull from scarling, i was just wondering that.. another rant

Intwine... very good band.. at least i think so..
so does john :p
hey john did i send you 'thin ice'?
if not.. tell me and i'll send it.
As she walks across thin ice, she thinks for a while dont have a life..

another rant..
my mom is buying me clothes.. lol
(finally.. black panties :p)

i stared outside and looked at the sky.. its really beautifull... and it isnt even raining ^_^

i wonder.. you probably dont care about all this.. lol
i'd be suprised if you even read this.. i never get any comments anymore :p

ok.. well.. its allot of crap.. so.. yeah

i did the last paper route yesterday, in rain and wind ^_^
suddenly there were toads in the front yards of people.. i wouldnt touch them.. but theyre cute ^^
and i saw the sun go down, there was a rainbow when that happened ^_^

ok.. well.. i think im all blogged out now..
ooh.. and im getting paid in 2 weeks ^_^
ok.. now im done

live long.. and prosper :p

Cleaning up and talking

2004-08-13T04:28:00.000-07:00
Im making the pictures on my comp smaller so i have more room on the harddrives, and trying to find other ways to make more room..

im talking to Tom too ^_^

Happy

2004-08-13T02:48:00.000-07:00
My friend is coming home tomorrow ^_^
*laughs for no reason* im really happy
*is listening to come out and play from the offspring*
i saw it on MTV too ^_^

Storm..

2004-08-12T05:46:00.000-07:00
And so the storm began, it rained hard and lightning was seen.
as she looked out of the window in amazment of how beautiful it was, she heard noise of the storm and her favourite music and smiled.

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2004-08-12T01:22:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-12T00:47:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T13:35:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T12:12:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T11:56:00.000-07:00

Playful

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2004-08-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T05:02:00.000-07:00
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2004-08-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

You are the mystery woman

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2004-08-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-11T03:28:00.000-07:00

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heh..

2004-08-11T03:05:00.000-07:00
i havent posted anything in a while... i dont know if anyone cares.. except maybe john

i was so happy yesterday.. and it was raining really hard this morning.. i really love rain..
but for some reason im not all that happy anymore..

im kind of hungry.. maybe cause i skipped breakfast and havent eaten anything..
its funny.. i had thesame thing yesterday.. the only thing i ate was a piece of bread and half a plate of rice..
btw.. is 154 lbs much? (just wondering)

.. i just heard my brother lost 5 kilo's since he's gone out with that girl.. im serious.. this is going the wrong way.. i hope it all stops soon..

my bro say i have to start playing guitar, electric guitar ^_^
maybe i will.. i dont know yet..

oh well.. this is kind of a boring day.. i made a couple more drawings.. and going to make more today..

hmm.. do i have anything more to say.. uhm.. well.. im going to get a 20 gb harddrive from my bro.. i hope he puts it in my comp soon so i finally have more space.. ^^

oh.. and thanks john for fixing my template!! ^_^

help

2004-08-07T23:13:00.000-07:00
John! i cant get my template back to normal :gonk:
i saved it the way that it was before in a notebook file..
but it doesnt work..

2004-08-07T11:25:00.000-07:00
i cant believe how many things are going on behind my back...
it pisses me off...
i'll just get drunk...

2004-08-07T06:12:00.000-07:00
Everything's better now, not perfect, but better..
thats an improvement ^_^

i helped kayla a little and tom is happier
so i kat i hope, i havent talked to her yet today

Calvin didnt have any pain this morning, so thats good
and i talked to nikki for a little while ^_^

hmm.. karrina just went online, then offline.. i hope she comes back

*laughs a little* im playing this game tom gave me.. how well can you throw a paper ball into the garbage bin :p
i suck at it XP

i cant believe there arent any musquito's in america yet.. i have like 20 in my room.. i caught one in a bottle :p

2004-08-06T03:06:00.000-07:00
my songs right now are I want out.. from Sonata arctica..
and replica, by Sonata arctica

2004-08-06T02:59:00.000-07:00
Im so sick of this all.. i try to help people with problems.. but i cant.. all i can do is watch...
like nikki and kayla..
kat and tom..
my brother..
how can i help people when i cant even help myself..

Freaky experience..

2004-08-05T13:30:00.000-07:00
I was just listening to music and looking at the lyrics of sad but true, from metallica.
then i went to a different window and the background was black and in the middle stood : Sad but true..
that was really freaky.. cause when i read it, it suddenly flipped over to the site i was on in that window (photobucket)

ooh.. and Erpel was on for a little while.. but he had to go..
at least i got to talk to him a little..

2004-08-05T12:43:00.000-07:00
I have no-one to talk to.. suddenly everyone is offline..
i dont really mind.. i guess..
but i'd rather talk to you guys/girls

2004-08-05T01:43:00.000-07:00
Music lyrics mean quite allot to me... i think..

2004-08-05T00:27:00.000-07:00
I understand everything better now..

*looks out the window* hmm.. first day with clouds in a while.. typical..
their starting to clear up now.. as is everything *smiles slightly*

im wondering if you know sad but true from metallica.. if not.. tell me and i'll send you it..

here's a piece of the lyrics :

"I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
you know it's sad but true"

if you want to see the whole lyrics.. go here its #2

*smiles* i can look straight into the sun, it looks like its moving and breaking up the clouds while it goes.
it makes me smile.

and tom.. i really needed to cry, it had to come out somehow anyway

i was just thinking.. and i need to talk to you kat and gwen, nothing serious.. just something i was wondering..

ok.. well.. im going to stop now.. i have to get breakfast anyway.. hope you guys will get on soon

........

2004-08-04T14:19:00.000-07:00
Why dont i just kill myself now...

you actually made me cry..

-the unknown-

2004-08-03T04:32:00.000-07:00
"as she sits in her chair and looks outside, she thinks about why the sky is clear blue.. and not a different colour.. like purple.. or red"
"she snickers slightly as she reads a letter she just recieved from her friend"

"a little while later, she was staring at the ceiling hoping to clear all thoughts in her mind"
"she had not slept well but she didnt care, she tried to think of something she could do or make for her friends, not letting anyhing disturbed her"

"with this she ended this blog post saying that she will await for her friends to come online in peace"

just thinking..

2004-08-01T07:15:00.000-07:00
so.. i had no-one to chat with for a while cause no-one was online..
i had moments where i was kinda dozed in thought and just gazed outside.. and listened to music..
I started drawing.. and well... here is what came out..

teh nonsense

2004-08-01T02:54:00.000-07:00
I just got back from church, it was very interesting..
(i almost fell asleep -_-')
I continued reading gwen's story, then i saw a funny (well at least i think so) typo..

"Caleth broke off at the first landing and after some hugging between Kat and Gwen, Gwen and Mike went of to their room as well."

Spike became Mike? lol
I know that the typo's still have to be corrected.. but this is pretty funny :p

hmm... well yeah.. ok... *takes a sip of her fruity beverage*

so...

2004-07-30T04:25:00.000-07:00
so im trying to draw again...
i promised a drawing to someone.. so i'll try to finish that one, then start a new one.. *very short post*

...yeah

2004-07-29T12:16:00.000-07:00
im just.. sitting here.. doing nothing..
*opens the curtains and looks outside*
i wish it was raining... its a perfect night to have rain..

i think im going to start drawing again... not that im any good at it... but im going to try... here is one i made for a friend of mine
that was just a quicky..

*puts her collar on*
i like putting links today like from weird things or hats, just.. stuff

well.. today has been really busy.. i had to deliver normal papers first.. then i had to deliver a toothpaste sample.. both 240 houses...
well at least im done now..

*gets her sketchbook* hmm.. well.. im gonna try to draw..

a little happier

2004-07-29T04:51:00.000-07:00
:D
my friend who's on vacation was online for a few minits, she managed to get into an internet cafe
and im getting a response to the letter i wrote to her :)
yay ^_^

*does happy dance*

dunno what to call it..

2004-07-29T01:40:00.000-07:00
uhm... hold on.. gonna take a shower for a sec..

ok.. done
uhm.... i forgot what i wanted to write...
oh well..

its a really bright and sunny morning here... i hate that
i'd rather have it raining now.. or a lightning storm

well.. this is my dull little life.. these days its always bright and sunny..

oh it just gets better and better.. now i have to deliver more newspapers and a aquafresh toothpaste sample...
well.. at least this is really the last time in this vacation...

*sighs* well i'd better get started on it..

stuff..

2004-07-28T14:24:00.000-07:00
i went shopping with my mom this morning.. went to the visions (very expensive store) and bought a pants, then went to the market and bought a shirt from incubus, album make yourself ^_^

then came the part i totally forgot about... newspaper round...
last time this guy came out of his house and started nagging to get his paper... i was going as fast as i could..
this time was worse.. no people.. but bugs.. stupid people keep their plants in front of the mailbox.. i was almost sure i was gonna get stung by something.. luckily i was carefull and didnt get stung.. this time..

....

2004-07-27T05:53:00.000-07:00
... im pissed at my brother's so called girlfriend...
she's dragging him down.. she has problems and is depressed almost all the time.. i cant really give details... but she should get help... my parents, me and my sister know about her problem.. and her parents dont... thats crazy..
im gonna stop before i say something i will regret..

Ragnarok and.. stuff

2004-07-27T03:40:00.000-07:00
Im watching my sister play ragnarok.. it looks like a fun game
but it takes up 1.5 gig on your comp.. and i only have 2 gig left (out of 10)..
so.. well im gonna try cleaning out my harddrives and maybe getting enough gb to play it..

And then ofcourse the power goes out.. it was kinda funny that my brother got a cold shower cause he was in the shower when the power went out..
but i was just busy with selling stuff on gaia and i lost some work i did in a notpad on the computer.. so i'll have to start over.. but its fine.. i have bad luck all the time... like right now im getting a headache..

btw.. kat's book.. its really good, i've only read the prolouge and first chapter, but i like it very much, i wish i could buy it but it probably wont be sold in holland..so.. that sucks

*ish mentally i'll*

2004-07-26T11:25:00.000-07:00
Im a bat! no im smoke!
im kicked out of a room.. im knocked out
human again.. crawling to the bathroom, tummy pain
The offpsring has teh bestest ideas
Prozak can make it better! (mixed with vodka, smirnoff and rum it really does)

im feeling kinda down now.. talking about stuff that dont really make you happy..
Im definetly disturbed...

Boredom

2004-07-26T08:07:00.000-07:00
Well.. today's absolute boredom..
Im listening to System Of a Down : bounce.. im suprised if you dont get hyper from this song.. JUMP, pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo pogo, BOUNCE!

i wanna call a friend... but she's on vacation... i sent her a letter but she hasnt wrote back yet..

im gonna go nuts if my mom starts talking to me in french one more time..

*sings* need therapy, therapy advertising causes me..